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There rests an old poet in the farthest reaches of my soul, and she's learned the tricks of her trade only conversing with Monsters.

Feel free to submit a secret at any time! C:

Some poems deal with content that may be triggering, and are tagged as such.

Mar 16 | permalink | 28 | reblog

Please read.


As some of you know, or have heard from me—my father has cancer. 

(Mesothelioma, lung cancer )

And he is schedualed for surgery at 11am Monday morning to remove his left lung and the pleura around his heart. This is a pretty serious surgery and he will be on a ventilator possibly from 7 to 14 days depending on his condition.

( But lets hope he heals much faster then that! )

So, I’m here asking—whatever your religion is, please pray for him and my family or at least keep us in your thoughts! 

The power of positive thinking goes a long way!  I wont be around for however long this takes, but I will try to post udated in case anyone is interested in his condition!

Here is a pic I snagged of him at ihop last weekend:



Feb 16 | permalink | 4 | reblog

To all those who follow my blog, I’m going to be honest.

I’ve lost my spark.
It’s been almost a year now that my life has decided to destroy me.  After dealing with personal, self issues, I found it hard to write.  But then, in November, my dad got diagnosed with terminal lung cancer.  We are having much more bad days than good and I find it very hard to even feel human anymore.  If that makes any sense. I do apologize for my lack of everything.  I wish I felt better so I could help you all.  But I don’t have the strength right now.

Feb 4 | permalink | 26 | reblog

I’m afraid of becoming bored of my relationship and throwing away everything good in my life for sex.

Feb 4 | permalink | 29 | reblog

I feel inadequate and undeserving; even when the love is mutual, things seem so hopeless.

Oct 20 | permalink | 27 | reblog

I cut myself for the first time since I’ve been with him.

Oct 20 | permalink | reblog
Anonymous: Your every word moves me. Thank you for being able to express feelings and thoughts I can't ever seem to communicate. Makes me feel less lonely and a little more understood.

You are so very welcome, friend! :)

Oct 20 | permalink | 24 | reblog

He was happy before he started dating me…

Aug 8 | permalink | 19 | reblog

"My neighbor molested me when I was 5, and I still see him in school almost everyday."

Aug 8 | permalink | 70 | reblog

"I’m not lost, but sometimes I want to be."

Aug 6 | permalink | 53 | reblog

"It doesn’t matter that I’m fooling everyone, my life is an inevitable suicide."